figuring out why my Axim keeps trying to sync even though I have used the fake server trick... oh, and sleeping since I'm sick, got less than 4 hour of sleep yesterday and have to get up at the butt-crack of dawn tomorrow for work...

Learn as much as you can. Do what you think is right. Don't fear losing. When down, pick yourself right back up. Do not give up. Do not give in. Keep going forward. If you can do all of that and like what you see in the mirror, you are where you want to be... and ahead of most.